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Hi everybody!!! welcome to my site!!! its my alter ego hehehe (check out the introduction in my 1st post)... most of the entries here are songs in which i am too busy or too lazy to add a melody to... in other words, i guess you could say that this is my recycle bin for those who are super bored or like some pathetic poetry... some are just random thoughts or things i like to rant and rave about... anyway, i would like to hear from you too ok... feel free to tag or post a comment or whatever... i gotta go so enjoy my blog!!! tc!!!

guys, visit my new site - www.an-alter-ego.blogspot.com
i'll be updating my stuff there... i posted this same entry in the new site...

this is my new blog guys!!! if you wanna see my old blog click on the link that says "my old blog"...
sorry if my entry is sabog... my thoughts are just pouring out...
"out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks"

currently...
my computer is fixed already!!! wahoo!!! it wasn't even a virus and my psychology written report was saved!!! yay!!!
i had a flu shot a while ago... damn... only now its hurting... for some reason, i just couldn't stop looking as the doc poked the needle into my arm... if i get sick after that, i'm taking them to court!!!

school...
i have less work to do now... i haven't been cramming much... its the one thing i want to avoid... good news: I'VE BEEN ACCEPTED INTO THE STUDENT PUBLICATIONS OFFICE!!! hehehe... and i also signed up for the ministry office to be part of the church... its about time i joined a youth group... i also joined the media max org and i hope my low computer skills are improved there... more good news: I have like 4 100's in poligov hehehe i really hope i make it to the dean's list... class is getting funner hahaha... as in i have those classes that i just don't want to end... i think psych is my fav... i can relate to shit there... love it...

music life...
well, i've been in the zone more often... i bought a brand new capo today (a capo is a clip that makes the key youre playing higher and stuff) :D i love shopping for guitar equiptment... and i'm trying to improve my singing... its not a nice thing to hear me trying to reach the notes at the top of my lungs with the wrong pitch... but i have been hitting a few notes i never thought i could hit hehe... i need voice lessons... anyway, i'm trying to complete a repertoire by myself for a performance audition in RJ guitar bar... i've got mostly slow acoustic songs... i hope i pass so i can have a gig slot every week :D
btw, attention no idea, i have another possible gig!!! but if we want this, we need practice like HELL!!! its an acquaintance party in rockwell and they are looking for bands and they are even willing to pay!!! its gonna be sometime in august :D band prac on friday 5pm :D

anyway i gotta go guys... peace out...

hi all

school
its been ok... i'm super busy but its been fun...i have muscles already from the heavy books i carry around... i had a few adventures today and yesterday in the lasalle main.. hehehe... i hung out with bea and her friend... then they left me... and i went people hunting but i didn't see many people... argh... damn the campus is big... i thought csb was... anyway in csb, i love the library and i love i-nook= free internet wahoo!!!

no idea/trumpets band
a combination of no idea and peepz from trumpets are gonna record!!! wahhooo!!! we had practice last monday.. it was good to see them all :D recording c/o micah for her bday!!! thanks girl!!! its all solos (even i get a solo!!! and its not i feel pretty wahahahahaha!!!) but we have a few group songs hehehe :D it should be fun... plus our first gig will be in halo?!?!?!? i think... oh well i missed practicing for these things... i wish i could just do that for a living... someday hopefully...

i miss summer!!!
life is sad without summer... it keeps raining but unusually (since i'm meteoric) i haven't been depressed hahahaha... i think its all the work i have to do with school and with the band... i'm trying to get into jamming mode everyday coz i desperately need some improvement in the guitar... i'm getting rusty argh...

currently...
MY FREAKING COMPUTER WON'T FREAKING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMMIT... i am using the internet of the school (which is free btw hehehe) but i am still so pissed that it got busted... its like, i was working on my psychology report which was at least 7 pages long and it was almost done... then out of no where, it hangs then the computer starts beeping... i felt like crying i swear... in the meantime, i have no idea where i can do my work... i gotta have it fixed... so now, i'm just hoping that it was saved and hopefully the pc recovers it... sigh...

shoutouts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi carla, micah, pam, pammu, ticky, mikki, eric, cassie, aileen, ken, all the trumpets peepz, miguel c., nicky, my other blockmates (as if they know my site), bren, sherris, lynette, etc... if i forgot you, TOO BAD!!! nah just kidding post a message then i'll shout you out :D


ps... wahh my computer is busted
ps2... somebody kill me...
ps3... can i use somebody's computer?!?!?!?!? plssssssssss i'm desperate!!!!!!
ps4... i failed a psychology quiz today after studying for like 4 hours dammit... 2 more correct answers and i would've passed... today just didn't start out right...
ps5... how the hell am i gonna dean's list now?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
ps6... x.x
ps7.. peace out all...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Your Birthdate: February 12

Being born on the 12th day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about. You are affectionate and loving - but very sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

congrats playshoppers!!! congrats on the show!!! it was so fun being with you during the summer!!! hope to see you all often!!! love you all!!!

funstuff: *ken in the girls' bathroom*me forgetting choreography*pam's basket in the middle of the scene*aileen aka wall*cristine aka britney spears, cathy aka christina aguilera*"mama i'm a big girl now*(after singing ) CHOCOLATE!!!*"jenn don't eat chocolate, its bad for your voice"-Cris then puts some chocolate in her mouth argh*DOC (depression of company)*(nothing) bobsled, table, race car*hugs althroughout the show

anyway, some more alter ego... damn this one is really twisted... can't believe it was me who wrote it... scary... about a year old though hehehe


I must feel the hurt of a million knives
Piercing the flesh of a dying soul to be free
It is a karma beyond any reckoning
To counter the transgressions occurred

I cry in the rain wishing to be free
Of the anger that kills fiercely,
And leaves a thousand miles of blood behind
A stake in my mind keeps me from eating,
Sleeping, breathing…

I scream as tears fall from my eyes
I wonder why I’m relying on you alone now
To take away the fear, hate, sorrow
Your slight memory already does…

Must I be on the war path again?
Shall I die while trying to live?
Can I hurt any more when healing?
Will my life be eternally in vain?

Revelation, as light shines through
A stained glass window
The higher being does not deserve

As a sleeping giant slumbers and snores
Three skinny elves full of insipidity
Labor tenaciously inside the unmoving steed

A snowy white cloth was laid upon the giant’s head
Along with different artifacts of the like
Vision is blurred as the steed is mobile

The twinkling sack of fur remains
As the giant stirs but is still unawakened
The elves panic and quiver with fear of
Their work be destroyed
That beads of sweat be in vain
That images of sleep be ruined
That time of toil be wasted away
FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've never been this curious to know what you guys think hehehe...

i'll tell you why i wrote it if you post your opinion!

for those who know keep quiet!!!

college (dadadum!!!)
so far so good... not too much goin on... i hate having to go to school when majority of my friends are still on summer break... good part is, i'm half day almost everyday hehehe... plus, i love the feeling of being a COLLEGE KID!!! bad part---- the pollution in taft is absolutely DISGUSTING!!!

trumpets playshop
i feel pretty was omitted dammit... i can't attend rehearsals because of this freaking bronchitis... *sings "i feel depressed oh so depressed, i feel depressed that i'm not in the show!!!"* oh well, no matter what anyone says it still is my song!!! hehehe i miss all my trumpets friends... i won't find people like them anywhere else i swear... they like making scenes in public places and juicy chismis and yet they are fun and love bonding (i could write a whole book of poetry on you guys)... i love you guys!!! i'll be front row center, in the showcase screaming all your names :D saturday, 630pm, new life alabang hills

no idea
i have no idea... hopefully we don't disband... that would be sad... we are all gonna be busy with college and stuff dammit... maybe during that holiday coming up when there's no class... hm...

I love this song!!! Congrats Carrie!!! hahaha

C Fmaj7 G Am7 F G C
I set out on a narrow way, many years ago,
C Fmaj7 G Am7 F G C
Hoping I would find true love, along the broken road,
Am7 G
But I got lost a time or two,
F C Dm G
wipe my brow and kept pushing through,
C Fmaj7 G Am7 F G C
I couldn't see how every sign, pointed straight to you,
(chorus)
C F C G C
Every long lost dream, led me to where you are,
F Am7 Dm C G
Others who broke my heart, they were like North-ern stars,
C F C G Am7
Pointing me on my way, into your loving arms,
Dm C F
This much I know is true,
C Fmaj7 G Am7 F G C - (play Intro)
That God bless the broken road that lead me straight to you,
(verse 2)
I think about the years I spent, just passin through,
I'd like to have the time I lost, and give it back to you,
But you just smile and take my hand,
You've been there you understand,
It's all part of a grander plan, that is commin true,
(chorus)
C F C G C
Every long lost dream, led me to where you are,
F Am7 Dm C G
Others who broke my heart, they were like North-ern stars,
C F C G Am7
Pointing me on my way, into your loving arms,
Dm C F
This much I know is true,
C Fmaj7 G Am7 F G C
That God bless the broken road that lead me straight to you

- from ultimate-guitar.com



another song i really like by the corrs...

I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call I've waited there
As though you might not call at all

I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
and though it feels so free I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving any time

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me I'll last forever
Don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
You know I don't have any choice

ok...
tagaytay=fun, recording=accomplishment, enrollment in csb=i'm in sec f, trumpets=i'm maria from west side story and i'm singing i feel pretty haha, jrp=i passed, enrolled then backed out... labo

sorry for the super late post but i'm just soooooo tamad and i haven't had internet for some time...

i'm inviting you all to our trumpets showcase in the new life theater in alabang hills on june 4 sat. at like 6pm... its an excerpt thing and it should be fun... pls watch :D